сряда, 16 юли 2008 г.

Something like nothing. Or summary.

Some people say that the morning is wiser than the night. I don't agree, not at all :)
I'll write this blog in English, I definitely need to practise it and so on.

Something like nothing. Or summary.

So things are going quite well for me lately. Trying to look objectively, I realize I don't lack anything important at this stage - I'm going straight ahead, not looking back, no Mam. I've went through some drops in the last 6 months, and now when life is calming down and I'm feeling a solid ground under my feet, I want to congratulate myself for being such an imperturbable prick, and I want to thank some people - the ones who were there for me when I needed support (I sincerely hope I wasn't a pain in the ass at that time), and the ones who were also there for pretty much of the time but drew back when they felt like it. I appreciate everyone's attention and support, and just wanted say that I won't let you down when you need a light in the pitch darkness. ;)

I've changed. Again. A lot. The last month's crises was mainly because of this: the old must learn to live with the new; and for few weeks the doubts were immense, jumping from one extreme to another. But as I said, things are calming down, slowly but positively - in my head, and at home. And I can feel the summer rushing through my veins, and I feel pretty happy right now, no matter how transitional this feeling is ^^

I want to say a really big "Thank you" to X for being behind my back and being ready to listen, and I pray to the Lord that soon I'll develop the idea I just got so we can start working on it. Who knows, we can have a really pretty art-baby, but it needs lots of cares though. Time will show :)

I'm older now but with no doubt more mature. Another year around the sun has passed, and I'm feeling the merciless time tick-tick-ticking away. But it's just the way the things go, and I'll do my best to fulfill it. And I'll try to bring at least some enjoyable emotions in my close-ones' lives :)

With A Little Help From My Friends
by The Beatles

(tup-tup)

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