… and then I look around and wonder: Is this my life? Seriously?!
But this is life, man. I wanna change it to something better, something different. You find yourself unable, helpless even to do whatever there is to be done. Rather, you do not know what is there to be done. You just… lose yourself in the same old, same old. In the indifference and sadness. In the loneliness. In the helplessness. In the despair. In the abyss of your inner nothing. You just sit and wait. For what? The cruel thing is you know it. Sometimes you say to yourself: “Okay, I can do this. I can change things. I can do whatever I want.” The truth is, you can’t. Lack of courage. Lack of motivation. And even if you do something, something big, that you’d thought it’d make a difference… Well, it wouldn’t. Because it’s still you. Only you.
We can change things. Some day… Any day. How it’d feel like no one knows.
